accomplishments

Most of the time looking back on my life I really wonder if in my life, if I have really even accomplished anything?
I've done a lot of things, like getting my first job, getting through high school (almost there!), and other simple things like that, but those are really just things that I'm supposed to do. I'm proud of myself for keeping my grades up throughout most of school and maybe top 20% (hopefully I'm still up there this stuff changes so often!). I'm proud of myself for trying new things throughout most of high school, I helped with a few plays my freshman year and I used to be in band, and I tried to get into art and made some pretty awesome things. I'm proud of myself for a few things, but sometimes I regret not doing more, you know? I tried hard throughout most of school but never really gave it my all. I could've tried a lot harder, but I lack ambition and am kind of lazy. I'm proud of myself for nothing really. I don't think I've done anything incredibly special in my life so far. But hopefully soon I will get the motivation to accomplish some really great things!